My Delusional Reality

Who The Hell Knows.....I Sure Don't

Sometimes, I just don't know how to react to certain things.  I can't just say what's really on my mind...I totally need a filter for that.  But I'm not exactly sure how much to filter.  It seems that I either 1)never say enough or that 2)I say way too much and end up putting my foot in my mouth.

Where do I go from here?

Still

Not Anymore

Not Anymore, originally uploaded by Jennifer Lynn.

Over You

Learn From Yesterday, Live For Today, Hope For Tomorrow

Exactly one year ago today, I experienced the worst day of my life.  I will never forget.  I woke up this morning and immediately felt the pain all over again.  Before I'd even realized the date.  I hope that time will ease the hurt.

Karma.  It's a bitch.

Mine and His

Mine and His, originally uploaded by Jennifer Lynn.

Today was hell.

I really need to stop drinking so much.

Went to the Wet Spot with my roomie last night.  I've been there many times, I guess I'm slow - the name never really registered until yesterday. And I've got a pretty dirty mind.

Also, I love oxymorons.

My One True Love

It Could Be a Long Night, originally uploaded by Jennifer Lynn.

I am hypnotized by the alcohol.

Going out with my flickr friends tonight.  I know it will be a long night!

What Now?

Being single sucks.

Especially when your vibrator stops vibrating.

Back Again

Well, it's been awhile but I'm back and more delusional than ever.  It's been a great year; I've had some great times and maybe, one day soon, I'll have them again.  I won't discuss it here any further, I just wish things were different.  I miss him.

Newsflash

I haven't had much free time lately, I've been busy at work and spending a lot  of time with Chris.

I'm constantly sporting a huge dorky smile, but it feels so good to be happy.

In fact, I had a nice Thanksgiving this year.  I had turkey at Joey and Manuel's new house and then Chris and I got together.

Happy Turkey Day

I've never really liked the holidays and I'm not expecting to enjoy Thursday very much.  I still have no idea what my plans are; my family isn't very organized and I'm afraid I'm becoming more and more like them everyday.

So yeah, enjoy your holiday, eat lots and drink even more.